So life is kind of crappy; I can deal. I can make lemonade from lemons.
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First off, let me spew out my random thoughts:
My back hurts, right down my spine. It's so annoying; when I press my shoulder blades together, it feels as if someone is stabbing me.
There is a Yiddish movie, "The Dybbuk," which is the most well-know Yiddish play, playing tomorrow from 3:00 P.M. to 5:00 P.M. in EPS 4.104, if you are interested in coming.
I really like my new glasses. I think it's cool that they are mostly red.
I ate dinner alone tonight for the first time in forever. It feels weird. Hee hee. However, I will be home in 9.25 days, and I will always have at least the dog with me. After the surgery, I will probably have to be on a liquid diet for at least a few days, so that will suck.
I really need a new cell phone, so if you would like to contribute to the "Ashleigh is not working until the end of January, and she really needs a new cell phone fund," please mail me a check or something. Thank you.
Two more class days until the semester is over!
I need ideas for my Yiddish Drama and Theatre paper. If you would like to contribute, e-mail me.
Okay, so all-in-all, I had an amazing weekend. I love this not working thing, and some people are so incredibly nice! I feel loved for once, and my self esteem has risen over the past few days, so no complaints there. I have found out, from more than one person, that I am attractive, so I need to just believe it myself. If you know me, and you think this is true, let me know. You don't have to post it in the comments, because then anyone can see it, but please feel free to IM me or e-mail me. This is slightly important, as I do not want to doubt myself.
After two "naps" for 2.5 hours (it wasn't really my fault; I just could not stay awake), I was awake until just after 4:00 today (last night?), and being me, I woke up at 7:15 A.M. And I felt sick. Yuck. I'm sick of being sick. Now, I am not even tired at this point; well, I am, but I am also kind of hungry, and I have laundry on my bed, so I'm not going anywhere for a while.
Finally, don't say you cannot date anyone because the person may have just barely dated your neighbor. It's a bunch of crap. Based on my brain and my experiences, you have to give everything a go. Do not pass up a good opportunity, just because of one little thing that was in the past, as it shall have little to no bearing on the situation. "Don't be oblivious to the people and things right in front of your face." - Me
Ponder, investigate everything; don't look back, or at least, too far back. Life just may pass you by, and you will not realize it. You never know which day is going to be your last, and if you miss out because you die or the thing you go after is gone, then you will hate/abhor yourself for all eternity. Enough prophesizing for now, but the last thing I have/want to say is that desiring the unattainable, or the seemingly unattainable, sucks. But I'd rather have the friendship than nothing at all.